So where shall I go ?
I have come to a point, where I don’t know, which path to take anymore. I have already invested so much into this relationship. Devoted myself to you. Always set you as my first priority. After those words slipped out of your mouth yesterday, I am not sure if I really know you anymore. The person you‘ve become seems like a stranger to me. Or maybe you were just like that all the time and I never noticed or just looked away, being distracted by all the things that I wanted to see in you. Should I stay or move away from you? What am I supposed to do now? I don’t know what is happening to me again. I have been in this situation before, where I got so deeply hurt, that it shaped my personality in a bad way and promised to myself that I will never ever let someone do that to me again. And yet I am sitting here contemplating about staying or leaving this relationship, which obviously is a bad sign in general already. But why do I struggle so much to just let go? Do I really love you or is